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Birthday: 2/27/1984
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Monday, January 08, 2007

 HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!!

the question remains... what is "our" new year resolution??
I don't know why some of my friends have so much faith in you (us) but on the flip side, i don't see it the same way...

I don't know where this'll lead us...  and it sucks to believe in somethign that doesn't exist.


Sunday, December 31, 2006

HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE, EVERYONE! 
Wow, can you believe how fast the year went by??  I didn't even accomplished anything in 2006.  That's because I didn't set any goals for 2006 and wasted 365 days doing worthless things.  So, here we are to another new year.  This is the time of year where people gets those urges to make a resolution to make change in their lives, to have the best, to do better, to be better, to love, to save, to help, to get out of financial obligations.

For a change, I'll have my New Year's resolution ready this time.  I definitely need to make changes to my life.  I'm not sure what it'll be yet. 

As of now, it'll be "TO GET ORGANIZED".
Get a better education.
Get a better job.
Learn something new.
Financial Planning.
Reduce stress (overall).
Clean up my mess.
Eat right.
Get fit & Lose weight again.
Take a trip & enjoy life a little more.
      Must find a better way to work out (obvious changes).
Save money.  can't buy anymore shoes for the next 6 months


(*important note*)
  It will be really grateful that you and your beloved to make one resolution together that will benefit your relationship.


Saturday, December 30, 2006

[ STRANGER'S OBSERVATION FROM THE OUTSIDE - "she really loves you" ]
I dropped in at HB/PS today to check if my replacement and transition is working out smoothly.  My replacement seems to be catching on a little better than she did a couple weeks ago (note: trained her for a month and a bit already ).  I give her credits for trying so hard though!!
I was in a rush to get out of Richmond before the rush hour starts at 3pm traffic was everywhere; I do not recommend driving on Granville Street anytime between 2pm - 5pm.    I failed to find an easier route to get to jBoo's place...
We went for lunch at Red Onion.  As we were walking towards the restaurant, a stranger passes us asking if we're married.  We both instantly responded with "NO" then he tells us that we'll should get married in 2 years because he knows or believes I really love jasonL... or something like we're in love. 
"... she really loves you"
(Dec. 29, 2006 @ around 3pm)


My mom wanted to have dinner at Trocadero Pizza & Steak House as her Christmas present from us (sister, me & brother), so we decided to have it on a Friday night.  It was busy tonight too.  It's not the best... but it's decent for an easy meal.  It is a great family restaurant and pleasant service and decent $$$.  

Then coffee and dessert with jBoo at True Confections. 

wow, a day of FOOOODDD! 
heheh I'm still cracking up from what that stranger said today.  That is all for now...


Tuesday, December 26, 2006

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Wow, am I having the best holiday ever???!!!  *sarcasm*  I don't think it can get any worse than this... It is definitely going to be a shitty week and a shitty start of 2007.  

I had Christmas dinner at home with the family and it turned out great.  The family had a great time.  The kids loved their gifts.  Even my dad was surprised with his gift this year; he hardly shows his appreciation in things and this is quite the first.  

Everyone got what they wanted this Christmas, while I’m preparing to lose the biggest part of my life right now.  Does anyone know why people eventually fall into long-term relationships??  Is it because they’re running out of time and decides to settle with whoever that’s available??  This is how I feel with my so-called ‘relationship’.  It’s not working for me… am I missing something??
I’m so bored of doing the same old thing over and over again.  Having the same arguments over and over again.  I’m bored!  I’m exhausted!  This sucks!  I don't want to try anymore. I don't want to be the one to pick up the fucken damn phone to make the first call.  I don't want to be the one to sent the first message.  Where is that sweet “husband-able” guy I'm waiting to see??

“husband-able”: I can’t really define that yet… (brother’s friend asked me a question using this word)

I have nothing to hang on to.  I’ve lost hope in all this and I’m losing my patience too.  
I’m not willing to waste any more time on something that I’ll be disappointed in again.

If "we" actually exist... you would've done something...



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